Everyone I know who comes here has been warned on numerous occassions that something I type may offend you, and for which I am pre-sorry. In no way do I ever intend to offend anyone, or use my personal blog for passive-aggressive digs at people I know read it (especially if I don’t have prior knowledge of him or her reading it, genius). I know that it’s hard to believe that when something we’ve recently discussed shows up here, but in a “you’re so vain, you probably think this song is about you” way, it’s not.
With that said, I will copy/paste an email I just sent to K because I am too lazy to re-type or re-word.
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I got into an altercation with someone today. I talked to her yesterday (online) and she mentioned something about not wanting to be dependent upon anyone financially or otherwise. It got me thinking about how everyone is actually dependent in some way. I posted about it on my blog because I usually post my insights into things like that, mostly for my own benefit and partly for others, and she got incredibly offended!! She said that I was crazy and she was “sad” for me, then went on to tell me to never contact her again. Of course she doesn’t want me to contact her, lol! What is this a “no hit backs!” elementary school society?? Unfortunately for her, we live in a world of consequence, so I emailed her back.
This is a girl who droned on about how anti-social, unhappy, pessimistic, and negative she is. A girl who, in the several months I’ve known her, has classified a few other people as “crazy” because of apparent reflections of herself she saw in them. Most of the time I’ve known her was spent not talking to her because of the very same issues that ended up consuming her. Oh! She is the one that I told you about before—the one who was desperately searching for friends and didn’t want to be friends with anyone who already had friends! SEE!!
The whole thing upset me more than I would’ve liked. I mean, it doesn’t matter to me what she thinks about me because I and everyone who knows me knows better. I guess I’m as irritated as anyone who just got called crazy and pitiful by someone crazier and more pitiful than I could ever have bad dreams of being. It’s annoying, you know??
Thank GOD for people like you. Normal people! I think most of her problem is that she spends so much time in her own head. She is always judging others because of her unhappiness with herself. Oh well. I guess I should just be thankful that’s not my battle.
So how was YOUR day? lol
